Where is the destination?

Last year,
I had chosen my path.
Wondering whether it was my own decision,
or merely my father's will.

Keep on pushing myself,
passing through examinations after examinations,
chasing every chapters after chapters.
It seems to be a hectic lifestyle,
but ironically I am lost.

What is my plan?
Where to further my study?
How is my future?
I'm sorry, I have no idea at all.

A bunch of my seniors,
who excel academically in their STPM,
(CGPA 3.75 or higher)
can't even get their desired courses.
What do you expect?
What can you blame?
It's just because you lack the gene,
which gives the skin color "they" want.

Yes. I have shown great enthusiasm
on actually sigh (sorry, should be actuarial science) .
But, I think the local U cant afford to accommodate me.
(Just like what had happened to my 4As-senior.)

Perhaps,
I should obey the "policy".
Swim to SINGAPORe, and steal knowledge from them.
Eventually, come back to serve my Great Country.