the Whys and Wherefores

The aforementioned exams pressure,
has reached its climax...
Devastating results,
who should be responsible for that?

yea! Mr.Laziness should be condemned.
All was his fault,
He procrastinated my works...
He lured me into games...
He refrained me from studying...

Sigh,
as a frivolous boy,
I used to trifle with examinations (TRIAL is included !)
"aiyo.. study smart ma.. no need study hard!.." (quoted by a stupid & arrogant idiot)
Undue levity has costed me grievance,
Trying to beg sympathy from others..
But the dreadful irony is that,
If I were given a chance to resit TRIAL,
will the history repeat itself?

I have lost my bone of life..
There is a saying that,
"when u have a greater certainty about your feelings,
you will be a better pilot of your life"
But, sad to say,
I am still groping in the darkness......